I took the plunge!

For those that know me IRL, you know that since E turned one I have been "considering" adding another baby to the bunch :) As the weeks went by my consideration turned into "I WANT ONE!!!" lol. I honestly didn't think I would get baby fever this early. But now I am aching so much to have another little itty bitty baby :(

I adore E. He's more world and as much as I want another baby it freaks me out to think that I won't have as much time for him. Plus, I know mentally and financially we're just not ready for another baby. DH said a while ago that we could try when E turns 3. THREE?? Really?! I can't wait that long. I'll got nuts waiting that long.

Soooo....

After reading Lisa's confession I decided to get the guts to approach DH about re-visiting the baby subject. Last week while E was in Pre-School we decided to have some alone time and do lunch. While chatting I got super serious and asked if we could discuss some things :). He laughed and agreed and I laid it ALL out to him. I told him how I felt, how much I wanted to add to our family and asked if we could save enough money (we need to expect I will be on bedrest again at 6 months), I lose the weight I need to (I'm just not healthy right now and I know it), and get a few other things in order if would could start trying mid/late next year....and he said YES!!! 

I was shocked it was that easy. I think secretly he's been thinking about it too. He keeps making comments about how big E is getting and gets so sad when he realizes his little baby isn't so little anymore. Now, there is a lot of things I gotta do to make this happen but at least now I have some pretty heavy motivation to get it going!! Thanks Lisa for giving me the motivation to suck it up and put it out there :D

Have you ever felt..

...just DONE with the situation your in at the moment?

Cause thats EXACTLY how I feel now. Done, overwhelmed, are ready to get the hell outta here!!! I wish I could explain more but due to certain circumstances I can't :/ But those that know me IRL can always e-mail me for their daily drama delite :P

On another note, I am working like a mad man and hoping we can save a good chunk of money for any future plans we may have (moving, baby, etc). As much as I miss E and DH I know we need this right now. Plus my class is over in a month so I'll gain an extra night back (the other night will go to adding another work day).

Halloween is around the corner and I can't wait to dress E up for his 1st real Halloween celebration! Last year he was still too tiny to do anything all though we did dress him up. This year's costume is WAY cute (and a surprise!) and I can't wait til everyone see's him!!

You've gotta be kidding me?!?!

So last Thursday I worked my 1st day shift in over a month. One of my residents is w/c bound and very hard to transfer. Mid-afternoon I was transferring her and she fell to the ground. The boss' son drove down to help me get her back up. Then I was transferring her again a few minutes later and she went dead weight on me and fell right onto my right wrist! I have HORRIBLE tendinitis and when she came down I heard large POP! I screamed and the son came in and got her while I ran into the bathroom and popped my wrist back in. I was scared to call my boss but after about 30 minutes of crying hysterically I called and she had someone come relieve me.

The next few days the pain went up and down. By Sunday I knew I had to get it looked at so I went to the ER. They did an X-ray and it turns out theres a crack in my wrist :( Also my tendinitis is apparently much worse than it was before and she could feel the lumps on my tendon by just gently pressing on them...YIKES! I have an appointment with the orthopedic surgeon on Thursday so hopefully there will be good news there!