I know it sounds corny but I am amazed at how much I love my son.
He's been nothing short of a fussy pain in the rear the past three days. I haven't slept very well at all and am so frustrated that I can't figure out what's wrong with him. Like tonight, I tried keeping him up, feeding him a little extra and he still cried for an hour and a half for no apparent reason. It's midnight and he just now stopped crying! But after he stopped crying I hopped onto my computer to look at pics and browsed my delivery photos. Then I started crying!! Going back to the day he was born brought back all these wonderful and happy feelings.
He's the best thing to ever happen to me, and I am so thankful to have him in my life. After the loss of our two angel babies looking at what a miracle he is makes me melt inside. It takes ever scream and temper tantrum he throws so worth every single minute. I wouldn't change a thing, he could scream for days on end and I'd still be on cloud nine...granted I hoped he doesn't!!!!
I became a wife on Aug. 22 2008. A mother on Sept. 4 2009. And now I am struggling with the realities of both and trying to balance my newfound life in WA as a stay-at-home mom (most of the time)and trying not to drive myself crazy missing my friends and family in AZ. Please follow along on our amusing and crazy ride called "Our Life"!
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